He still finds a way back into my life.
Not physically, but mentally and emotionally. Through the pain and suffering, the lack of trust in anyone, the loneliness, but mostly the fear of feeling unlovable. He reaches me in places others can't get to, almost as if he has created cracks in my soul that only he can walk through. He comes only to bring hurt and anger, fear and loneliness...but I have found a way to fight back, to be stronger than him. The cracks will always be there, but i can somehow fill them temporarily...each time longer than the last. I can turn the pain into strength, the fear into hope, the anger into joy, and the loneliness into worth. I try to help everyone around me, almost as a way for me to save them from the pain I have like so many others out there have as well.