I’m 18. I’m medicated. I’m living in disgust with myself. I have gotten out of a house where my father has been sexually assaulting me for the past two years. I’m just now understanding what he was doing is not normal and not okay. I am scared of men. Sometimes I am even scared of my boyfriend. I am seeing a trauma therapist, I am trying to stop the PTSD. I’m trying to decide if I should report or not. I feel ashamed. I feel scared.